Chris

oh shit!

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 19:00:59 GMT

my fucking password werked! cant believe dat shit its been dumb long since i been up on this shit. aint no point but i'll shout out a lil update anyway. florida's treatin madd nice. doin fuckin great in school, aint tied down to no girl, and im fuckin free yo. i aint never been dis happy. i got my people here, fuckin became my best friends. im fuckin happy. but i miss some of the ppl from my past lyke nick, i mean hes my fuckin brother and i cant remember da last itme i talked to him... i miss anj, she was my best friend and now idk if shes even alive, i miss my block people, ant, john, my bros to the end. i been thinkin bout all these ppl and its fuckin crazy how shit changes in like a few yrs. now we in 2006, and im in a whole other life, w/o the ppl from my past doin fuckin str8. but these were da pplz dat influenced me the most, i'll nvr 4get em. i'll visit soon, maybe. id unno if i wna deal w/ da blocks drama

god damn!

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 00:07:06 GMT

its been a llong time since i updated this shit. so within the past year and shit ive mooved to florida still goin 2 school there and juzt chillin. livin da single life but i wuz w/ Em 4 along ass time. shit didnt work out and we both were really upset but i guezz thers just always dat one perzon that i'll always think about... its hard cuz no matter how m uch i try 2 see da good in other ppl, i just see her.

im seein anj 2morow. im type 'cited 4 dat. i havnet seen her in a minute. ight im out.. 1ne

Sun, 17 Aug 2003 21:38:34 GMT

For love
For life and eternity
This is my prayer

I pray that our love
Is more than enough
To weather the storm
I pray that you're strong
The nights that I'm gone
And you're home alone
I pray you'll forgive
Whateva I did
That brought you the tears
I pray here right now
As I make this vow
We last through the years

Lover's prayer
When I get down on my knees at night
Lover's prayer
I pray God we gonna be alright
Lover's prayer
With my head down and my hands up high
How I hope he will answer my
Lover's prayer

I pray that the sun
Continues to shine
With all that you do
No matter the bad
No matter how low
you'll make it through
I pray that I'm there
Whateva you want whateva you need
I pray that your heart
Carries a part, a part of me

I pray that your smile would
Light up my life won't ever fade
I pray that the trials we share between
Us won't ever break
I pray that you hold all of
Your dreams you will exceed
My final prayer you'll take this ring
And you will bear my seed

its been too long

Tue, 21 Jan 2003 20:17:07 GMT

AND IM LOST WITHOUT YOU

happy new year

Thu, 02 Jan 2003 02:09:31 GMT

not gettin in2 detail... 2 much happened....
me and christa r going out tho... fuckin awesome yo
im happy ~ start off da year w/ a gr8 girl... who can want anything more??

hijackings

Mon, 30 Dec 2002 18:30:32 GMT

haha my journal culd get hijaked. daz funny. anyway, i got accepted 2 my college of choice. in Florida. im so happy. but its in florida, and i neva thought i'd get accepted der. idk. so this break has been so gr8. nick is movin out soon. he didnt spend xmas wit us cuz he'd rather chill wit hiz friendz in a club and shit. so when my mom asked him 2 spend new years wit us, he waz so mad, and he decided he waz gonna move out. hes such a fuckin moron. i hate him sumtimes. so my apology to anj? its 2 come. i never got da chance. and i wont get a chance. but da original plan waz 4 me 2 show up @ her door, and say sorry. thingz juzz havent worked out tho, so i gotta surprise 4 her on tuesday. me and ant juzz have been chillen dis break. ders like no drama and shit so dats all good. nd he aint doin 2 bad even tho i kno itz a front. so for xmas i got a whole buncha shit... i got madd loadz of clothes. sum bling bling lol sneakers, timbs, all dat good shit. i got 3 "perrs" of sneaks and timbs all2gether... not 2 bad lol and new years... 2003.. haha - o man gotta write 03 on em paperz now. i hate dat. i really do. i hate year changes. but dis year overall wuz fukkin great. it was... interesting. all da drama..... everythin... a normal life is borin and 2002 was faaaaaaaaar from boring. iight i gotta go 2 work... peace - one

aiiyo

Tue, 17 Dec 2002 23:24:13 GMT

waz poppin? lotsa shit happened in da past few weeks. me and anj started goin out, one of my best friends father died and he hasnt been doin 2 well. i feel bad. but he doesnt wanna open up either so i dunno. then yesterday me and anj broke up. we didnt end too good and then other ppl got involved and shit. so i have like 2 ppl mad @ me, shes mad @ 2 ppl and shes got 2 ppl mad @ her..... so much drama alll cuz i said 1 thing. its cool tho watever.... dis alwayz happens wit me and her. we'll get ova it. idk the main thing that really bothered me is how close she is wit dat brian kid. dat just kinda bothered me. but its all really good. my family has been really gay lately. no1 is talkin 2 any1. nick is mad @ everyone cuz hes got his shit going on w/ some gang and his school. its not my fault but hes takin it out on EVERYONE even on ant and tahts da last thing ant really needs. iight im out tho got madd loadz of the hw. one ez kidz.

"It has only been 8 hrs.....

Mon, 25 Nov 2002 23:31:16 GMT

... and u've already succeeded in upsetting me" lol dat wuz da cutest thing... so after an hr of fiting on the phone wit my girl, erythin is cool again. thanksgiving is gona be hotttt i cant wait. food is da greatest thing ever invented on this planet. im 4 real. 2morro is "thursday". r/cs r handed out dec 10... way ta ruin xmas. xmas is in a month. and den its gonna be 2003 soon. weird, rite? i never liked havin 2 change da year wen u gotta date ur papers in skool... it sucked 4 me 2 remember all da time... lol iight im callin my girl - o n e

lol iight!

Thu, 21 Nov 2002 00:47:25 GMT

Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You?

haha lol and christa got kelly which def. means shes my wifey now ; ) lol
nada has been up lately... yeaa outta school suspension 4 3 days... its so borin here w/o ery1. iight im fuckin bored nd i dunno wat 2 do.... thinkin i mite c anj dis weekend.... havent really chilled wit her or talked 2 her in awhile gotta miss not havin ur best friend around. 2morro i gotta take scilla 2 da doctor, nd on friday me and nick r takin anthony 2 see his dad in da hospital. kinda depressin... thanksgivin is comin up.. my favorite holiday cuz i getta eat as much as i can... fuckin nice! lol iight im out 1ne

wazzup

Mon, 21 Oct 2002 22:41:36 GMT

i told da girl i like dat i liked her... her reaction waz dat she likes sum1 else rite now, and dat i pushed her away 2 much lately so she dont kno how she feels. diz sux. im so tired from skool, football and basketball. its worth it tho cuz wen u out on da field or court u feel invincible. so i guezz its aiight. 2morro i think john and matt r goin 2 ground zero so i mite cut skool 2 chill wit em. aiight im outt 1ne

same shyt diff. day

Tue, 15 Oct 2002 22:20:26 GMT

da gurl i like likes sum1 else of course as always

updatin

Thu, 26 Sep 2002 00:47:05 GMT

christa sed i needed 2 update so das wut ima do. i hurt myself playin football yesterday. hurt my leg. it dont look 2 good nd its all wrapped and shit 4 now until i go 2 da orthopedics or wuteva 2morro. dis sux ass. skools been da shit... i luv bein a senior. cept dat diz is my last year of highschool and then im off 2 college. daz juss a weird thought. i cant picture myself gettin seriuz and shit. imaz juss liv it up 4 now. bout da gurlz... idk i like dis one gurl but shes juzz now gettin single. i hope i c her on friday. we cud chill and shit. i still needa see if ant or matt will drive wit me cuz i aint drivin up there alone. but i like her a lot. shes amazing. kinda worried bout anj - dont worry anj i bet itz nuttin
iite ima be out - 1ne

1st day

Fri, 06 Sep 2002 01:50:09 GMT

skool wus pretty good 2day. it sux wen ur girlfriend breaks up wit u 3rd period cuz shes startin a "new year now" but itz all good cuz i felt it comin... nd i been thinkin bout dis new girl i like... u kno wut happenz 2 me a lot? i lyk da onez dat i either dont gotta chance wit, or cant hav @ all.

christa ur journal entry doesnt count as a journal entry lol
dont 4get our deal its da best deal ever, loser who likes 2 cheat on journal entries lol jk

yo

Tue, 03 Sep 2002 15:45:45 GMT

iight i been thinkin ... i like dis girl but shes in love wit someone else, and dis person is kinda close 2 me... really close 2 me. i cant help but likin her tho shes so fukkin great.

skool startz on Thursday... ima b a senior itz crazy how da yrs go by so fast.... gotta make the best of dis year, and have sum fun. yehhh boyz we gonna rule NHS!

i strip and u lick

Sun, 01 Sep 2002 02:55:21 GMT

daz one hell of a deal... especially since im strippin and shes juzz lickin my ARM lol haha Christa! i had a ruff day and Christa made me smile its weird cuz its like shes one of my best friendz.

im havin trouble dealin with something..... i kno its gonna take time and shit idk its soo weird 4 me 2 handle....

yoo

Sun, 25 Aug 2002 14:58:50 GMT

yo its been a long time since i been writin in dis thing. iite lotz of shit happened things turned out iite in sum situations... found out my grl cheated on me but she broke up wit me not lyk i wulda broken up wit her but wateva then we chilled lazz nite @ my houze nd we wus talkin ... iite ima believa of 2nd chances cuz i figure i can forgive but i cant 4get as long as there aint no next tym. i guezz im really mad @ my bro cuz of his shit. so now we r goin out again i cud tell she wus sorry i mean me and dis grl been thru a lotta shit ery1 knowz dat. i juz cud tell she wus sorry and i love her.... lyk love love ... neva really felt diz way cept 4 one otha grl. i told her i dont believe in a 3rd chance.... but i gotta feelin dat she aint gonna play around again... at leest i hope not. nd if she do, das it. i love her 2 much 2 let a stupid mistake she made take me away from her.... i kno im soundin stupid but u cant break love.

shit went down thursday nite, alotta shit. 1 of my best friends almost died... she wus so close 2 dyin yo. i cudnt believe it. idk yo now she fukked up erything she had goin 4 ha. she had da perfect person in ha life, her family, her friends now she got nuttin cuz of her actions. i wus thinkin look at how 1 thing cud take so much shit awy from ur life? lol i remember dat day she was soooo happy talkin bout her perfect person, about her best friend bein der 4 her and then da next day im like yooo wat da fukk u got nuttin now....?

bball games 2day up and down lyk crazzii.

RIP Aaliyah: we miss u a yr went by 2 quik.

one more chance...

Thu, 11 Jul 2002 15:36:28 GMT

its crazy how things happen and turn out 2 b ... Scilla told her mom, n 2 my surprise her ma wus really understandin bout it ... i wasnt there me n scilla decided dat itd b easier 4 her mom 2 sho her reaction if i wasnt there.

idk y but i think i cud really really love scilla.... but its weird cuz theres 1 thing dat really hollds me bak from it.

nick is home from da hospital afta all dat shit dat happened. i think dat week was one of da hardess weeks of my life. its all good tho, i think. hes juss so stupid sumtimez i mean hes all drinkin nd shit when hes not supposed ta. idk 2 me itz juss like he dont care... i mean he gotta nutha chance in life if u think bout it nd its juss stupid 2 me dat he doesnt care. ight im out

1

whatt

Sun, 30 Jun 2002 03:39:33 GMT

im not gonna leave her side... no matta wut

down 4 me

Thu, 27 Jun 2002 20:17:10 GMT

shes down 4 me, shes puttin it on me, 2! haha juzz kiddin Priscilla - 1luv

2day finish off bball games... no doubt we win u gotta c da ballahs here o man no doubt we got this... cant wait 2 win

i like da song down 4 u by the Inc... its hott nd its already played but its all good.

guezzz whoz bak???

Sat, 22 Jun 2002 03:59:26 GMT

Im single ladiez... wait in line, i'll get 2 u eventually

hahaha

i miss her

Sat, 15 Jun 2002 20:55:37 GMT

i really miss anj.... i wish she culd b here rite now. i love you, ma'.

skool is almost over. Ima b a senior soon. Das weird... nd my bro is gonna b a freshman in college. hes such an immature asshole i cant even picture him in college. got me thinkin dat in a yr, ima b a freshman in college... shit yo.

da drama up in here aint dat bad lately... cept for da jasmine/melissa thing das goin on wit anj nd das bout it. it aint gonna last long, i bet u. oh, nd dat kid dat has beef wit Nick... i gotta feelin dat thats not gonna b over soon bc dis kid wants 2 fite nick nd nick will end up fitin him.

2nite shuld b fun. prom -- takin nicole with me. wen me nd her were goin out bak in april, i asked her 2 come wit me. i shouldnt have done dat b/c me and her only went out 4 a month or so. i shoulda asked anj. but it shuld b fun b/c i guess nicole is cool 2 hang out with. iight well i gotta bounce
one

so cute!

Fri, 07 Jun 2002 19:27:53 GMT

Angel4860: my friends saw my BLONDEST moment 2day - katrina hadda bottle of perfume or w/e and then i couldnt figure out how to spray it, so i sprayed by accident... ALL OVER MY FUCKIN FACE!!! holy shit lol hahahahahahaha and then, i 4got i was wearing overalls 2day, so im jumpin/runnin in da halls playin witta bouncy ball... HOLY SHIZNAX i looked like i was 1 years old!! i was wearing overalls and playin witta bouncy ball Chris -- u have a moron of a girlfriend hahaha

lol how cute... and i wont even say wut her obsession was last year.... hahahahaha

just when u think....

Sat, 01 Jun 2002 15:35:56 GMT

just when u think dat things cant get much worse than they r, they do. last nite, i thought so much bout louis. i miss that kid so much. i guess it was b/c of what happened up in carmel yesterday. I feel 4 u guys up there. Its really sad to lose some1, any1, no matter who it is. its been a really sucky year.

diana rip may 31 2002 i kno u will be missed

louis - yo man u always running thru my head i will never 4get you man. i love you lou... everyday i think bout u.

oh man

Mon, 27 May 2002 16:31:17 GMT

my mom is mean
i miss my girlfriend
my dad takes sides
my friends r fuckin grimey
my best friend is mad at me
my brother is a fuckin asshole
and most of all
i miss my girlfriend, a lot

bored

Sun, 26 May 2002 18:38:47 GMT

today is gonna be so boring. no1 is gonna be around. not even my girlfriend. lol im gonna be home all night and shes gonna go out to sum club =( oh well i hope she has fun!

last night - ill shit yo. i stayed home all nite wit sum friends, we chilled, drank a lil, then shit startin wallin. nick stopped shit tho so its all good.

im gonna go find something 2 do right now i hate being home on weekends.